I'm tired of being on the outside looking in and the inside looking out. I never seem to be totally content where ever I am. I constantly want something more or maybe just something different. I don't know where I am headed I know I can't go back the way i came. I've seen the path ahead and it isn't the easiest one but damn it's beautiful full of turns and curves, drop offs, and pebbled walk ways here and there dark sides and shaded cooridores. I know I'm already hoplessly lost in it I know I don't want out i just want further in I guess I can't explain it. but I wiah you all could see it. I'm tired of being alone in what seems like a never ending quest, but I don't want to bitch about that right now. i guess i just want to say that Im tired of walking in snow covered everything with nothing around except the stars, my soul, and all of my thoughts.